life without you.

CAN WE GET CHINESE WHEN YOU COME?

tool.

the day you land. and the minute you walk out of that airport checking place thing. I am going to flip my flipping shit. i’m going to be so happy to see you, you have no idea. oh and i decided to tell gina it was a surprise because last night, this happened:

gin’s: lindsay, is amanda coming down for thanksgiving because i dont think it will be a good time to come.
linds: …i have no idea…
gin’s: well i have my surgery so i dont know if its a good time
linds: well it all depends on when her dad is coming down….

yeah good cover, i know. so surprise visit it is!! and we will make turkey to make her feel better. no worries.

i’m already so stressed out by school and its like what? the second week? im already behind on readings and already have an essay due next week on beowulf which i have nooo idea about.

dinner & movie & DRUNKEN MESS?! woah woah. lets spread these activities through a couple of days. thursday. drunken mess & bar hopping(must go to greeners for a mild high school reunion & then to barrymores for the funnest 90’s night of LIFE). friday dinner & movie. saturday…wait i dont know when we have our turkey so we will plan the rest at a later date.

ps. miss you
pps. he’s taking me out to dinner next week. EEE.

wth mands!!

texted you. facebooked you. msn’ed you. WTH.

WHAT/WHO/WHERE/WHEN is this boy!?!??!! aaaand why havent i heard of him before?

aaaaand lets just say. hottest guy. best kisser. can’t even believe that just happened. my life is complete. almost.

Comedy&Satire - 830am.

i’m going to write you the 892342 words my prof has randomly written on the chalk board.

cherus. aristotle. poetics. cheragus. dionysia. satyr plays (wtf i thought it was satire). katharsis. tragedy. order. chaos. new comedy. romcom. komos. chaos. order(again?). orchestra.

i have no idea what this is all about. i havent listened to a word. my notes for this class today say “Spartans - military society” & “my fruit loops didnt do shit - i’m hungry”(note to kate) yeeeep thats as good as it gets folks.

its my birthday and i’ll cry if i want to.

i always thought that song was stupid. i mean who crys on their birthday?

well. today i did. i was just in a blah mood all afternoon. and after dinner and pressys i just let it out and cried. because i miss you. and it just feels strange not seeing you or being with you on my 19th birthday.

ok ok this is getting a little more exciting.

prof just walked. in clearly hasnt showered in 10 days. i’ll keep you posted.

sorrysorrysorry.

im sorry manders.

i’ve been nonstop busy. literally nonstop. i wish i had some sort of big exciting news to fill you in on but really..i dont. i’m sitting in class waiting for it to start.. i’m half an hour early. i look like such a keener. theres like 5 other people in here. i wouldnt usually go to class this early but i was sitting outside the class and got freaked out by a girl sitting across from me. too close in my bubble. she was staring. no good. i peaced out.

i’m going to describe to you the “dungeon” in currently situated in. ok. so. you walk in. and you have to go down steps to get to the chairs. the prof stands in a little pit in the front. kinda reminds me of those coliseum theaters we saw in rome. its actually called the loeb dungeon apparently. also. another thing about this classroom is that the seats are waaaaay too close together. and the seats are tiny! like my bum barey fits and then the arm rest are so close they give me like an inch to move either way. this is stupid.

this whole post is stupid. but i’m bored and have nothing to do. and i dont have cell phone service. but it doesnt matter much cause YOU HAVENT ANSWERED A SINGLE TEXT FROM ME TODAY. and if your working, i apologize. but only partially. because you should have that phone on you at all times. what if i died? and someone tried to reach you? and you were all “la-ti-da” i’m at work. too busy to be bothered by this nonsense. not cool mands. not cool.

anyways. im going for dinner with the parents tonight. but i’ll talk to you after.

HOLY SHIT I JUST REALIZED IM MISSING THE FINALE OF BIG BROTHER WTF. WTF. wtf.

dont tell me anything.

i did something bad today amanda…

you’re going to be ashamed of me.

well maybe not. i have a feeling your going to be more understanding. but still not too pleased with me. it involves RK. i think your sleeping. but if your not. holla.

i’m going to save my next post for when i’m bored in class tomorrow..

.. and not a grumpy bitch.

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i miss you.