September 2009
26 posts
CAN WE GET CHINESE WHEN YOU COME?
tool.
the day you land. and the minute you walk out of that airport checking place thing. I am going to flip my flipping shit. i’m going to be so happy to see you, you have no idea. oh and i decided to tell gina it was a surprise because last night, this happened: gin’s: lindsay, is amanda coming down for thanksgiving because i dont think it will be a good time to come. linds: …i have...
wth mands!!
texted you. facebooked you. msn’ed you. WTH.
WHAT/WHO/WHERE/WHEN is this boy!?!??!! aaaand why havent i heard of him before?
aaaaand lets just say. hottest guy. best kisser. can’t even believe that just happened. my life is complete. almost.
Comedy&Satire - 830am.
i’m going to write you the 892342 words my prof has randomly written on the chalk board.
cherus. aristotle. poetics. cheragus. dionysia. satyr plays (wtf i thought it was satire). katharsis. tragedy. order. chaos. new comedy. romcom. komos. chaos. order(again?). orchestra.
i have no idea what this is all about. i havent listened to a word. my notes for this class today say “Spartans...
its my birthday and i'll cry if i want to.
i always thought that song was stupid. i mean who crys on their birthday?
well. today i did. i was just in a blah mood all afternoon. and after dinner and pressys i just let it out and cried. because i miss you. and it just feels strange not seeing you or being with you on my 19th birthday.
ok ok this is getting a little more exciting.
prof just walked. in clearly hasnt showered in 10 days. i’ll keep you posted.
sorrysorrysorry.
im sorry manders. i’ve been nonstop busy. literally nonstop. i wish i had some sort of big exciting news to fill you in on but really..i dont. i’m sitting in class waiting for it to start.. i’m half an hour early. i look like such a keener. theres like 5 other people in here. i wouldnt usually go to class this early but i was sitting outside the class and got freaked out by a...
i did something bad today amanda...
you’re going to be ashamed of me.
well maybe not. i have a feeling your going to be more understanding. but still not too pleased with me. it involves RK. i think your sleeping. but if your not. holla.
i'm going to save my next post for when i'm bored...
.. and not a grumpy bitch.
dfhsdkjfhsdjkasdafsd
i miss you.
peep.
hey biggest love of all.
check tumblr later tonight…
I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU.
i just watched a video of you and it made me feel so sad and miss you so much.
i hope you are feeling a little better today.
love you. forever & ever babe.
baybay.
if there was a heart that was for disliking a post. i would do it. not because i didnt like what you were saying, but because i dont like you feeling that way. but sadly i know myself how terrible you felt right then. the difference between you and me is, that you are lucky. because you got away from it all. you get to start over in every sense of the word. i’m completely and uterly jealous...
rk.
so heres how it went:
UGGHHHH.
tonight was perfect. as are all of our days/nights together. it amazes me how after everything thats happened, its still not awkward, ever. it also amazes me how we can so easily act as though we are dating but he still cant seem to get it together. its so natural to both of us. and we both know it. but he just cant do it. so that was it. it was goodbye. for a long...
hahahahh
today i opened the stickies app on macybook and this is what one said:
“download USHERRR”
clearly from when we jammed out to usher on our last night together
remember..
mmkay. i was in the showa this morning and i looked down and saw that oh so memorable vera wang shower gel.. so we are going to take a little trip down memory lane and remember how i came to aquire such shower gel.
from what i can remember. we were at that party. and had somehow made our way to the upstairs bathroom with spencer and elisa, who i think were in the bathtub. we were all going around...
i miss you like in that blink 182 song.
im currently listening to jo bros and snapping my fingers, gina is having too much of an influence on me. i swear since you’ve been gone its like she feels she needs to be my new best friend. she asks me to hang out every damn day. oh and lets not get started on another certain someone who’s pissing the shit out of me.. hahaha k but that entire post was like you thinking out loud....
gina
shes acting like a crazy person today. but a good kind of crazy person. so i asked her if shes on drugs today. her response:
“YEP!!”
BB.
wtfwtfwtf. i didnt watch last weeks big bro.
why isn’t jeff there anymore. im going to cry. he was so gorgeous and i feel just so sad for jordan. eff you stupid kevin i hate you.
ARE YOU ALIVE!!!!
please calm my nerves and let me know asap because i have the halifax search team dialed into my phone and im just waiting to press TALK.
amanda.
what have i told you? take pictures.
why the effers didnt you take a creepy photo of this dude? you know i would have. jkjk. but seriously. you know how you said the ugly people club thing would have gone on for a good 5 mins of uncalled for jokes. its so true. i actually miss that. but it made me realize that you would usually throw in all the witty comments that would make us laugh. and i would...
just a reminder..
hey there.
just a friendly reminder that my birthday is in 12 days.
i would like the aritzia parka for my present.
see you then.
bringbringbring. hello? hello? hello?...
yo. my phone goes ring-a-ling-a-lingling ring-a-ling-a-lingling ring-a-ling. hello?
wanna hang out?
miss.
you know what i miss?
i miss not talking. like when we would hang out in complete silence and be totally ok with that. im getting really sick of having to talk to the people i hang out with. i talk all damn day. i just want to hang out with you and not talk.
but of course i miss talking to you. about complete bullshit. those were the best. or just being with you and making strange noises. i miss...
pretty lady!
hello pretty lady.
hope your first day at work is just peachy. i’ll talk to you when im done work at 9. cause i had a difficult morning.
love you to the moon & back.
August 2009
13 posts
hi you.
amanda. today, i miss you. but also. i dropped 300 bones on my english books. im going to go ahead and list off the titles of my brit lit books cause i’d just like to get your input on these puppies. - the pilgrims progress - sir gawain & the green knight - the morte d’arthur & three overly huge texts on the anthology of english literature dating back to the middle ages, 16th,...
ohh deary.
that text is hilarious. i didnt even realize that it was that bad. i tots mcgoats thought it made so much sense. shopping in mtl reminded me of you. especially since it was always rushed and god knows we hit as many stores as we possibly could that day in a mere 2 hours. punta cana sounds glorious. and if it looks anything like that picture then theres no need to look for anywhere else to go. ...
lifewithoutyou2:
(559): i’m officially boycotting relationships. hello random hook ups and treating men like meat.
this is our new plan. good times are bound to occur.
you read my mind.
no more of this relationship bullshit.
im going to pimp a boy from every single one of my classes.
..this plan with last approx. 2.2 weeks.
the beat.
k woah. i do not remember talk of mcdonalds breakfast what so ever. you on crack? and also. are you refering to me doing the “i dont like you” thing? cause it sounds very much like something i would do. and i hope you were not being sarcastic, because it really is the best way to wake up. because my saying i dont like you, i really mean hey, i love ya. and this bed sounds creepy. let...
actually..
its NOT the most uncomfortable couch in the world. im sure SURE there are worse. and its NOT trashy tv. its life lessons… disguised as trashy tv.
but putting all that nonsense aside. i want to be there really bad. i dont want to be in ottawa. everything about this place reminds me of you or him. both of which i dont have. so yeah, i want to run from it all. but what i have to do is take it...
day 2
hi poo shit ass. (middle finger)
today i helped gina at school, just like yesterday. lifes been thrilling since you’ve left. i did three of the most tedious jobs on the planet to help her. 1st: put tape in literally a million apples and damn leaves to write the kids names on. 2nd: taped together a million name tag thingys. 3rd: glued a million “my work in progress” tittle pages...
you are somewhere in new brunswick (i just asked)
city slackaaa
as i lay here in bed thinking of what to say about tonights events, i consider the fact that we didnt take any pictures of you leaving. and then it dawned on me. people dont take pictures of the sad times. no one wants to look at a picture that reminds them of a memory they dont want to be reminded of. but let me just say. that when you drove away in your car (after i had driven you home,...
tminus 3 days.
my best friend amanda and i have made a plan to write a daily (?) blog to one another detailing our days activities, discoveries, gossip, funtimes etc etc.
the reason being?
my best friend is moving to the east coast. this is the first time we will live in seperate provinces since we met in grade 7. she leaves in 3 days.
the way i like to explain how i feel about it is that it’s like a...