September 10, 2009

rk.

so heres how it went:

UGGHHHH.

tonight was perfect. as are all of our days/nights together. it amazes me how after everything thats happened, its still not awkward, ever. it also amazes me how we can so easily act as though we are dating but he still cant seem to get it together. its so natural to both of us. and we both know it. but he just cant do it. so that was it. it was goodbye. for a long time. until he snaps out of this stupid faze and realizes what he’s doing. he wants it. its just a matter of it happening. ohh and he told me his mom misses me & loves me and that just broke my heart. i miss that woman so much its ridiculous. moral of the story is, we are perfect for eachother. but the timing is just ..off.

i’m probs going to talk to you during classes tomorrow.

i wish you were here to talk to in person though, i need your hugs